No matter how hard you push, I will not break. Your insults and deceitful lies, howls within me like the wind inside an empty cave. Here I stand attentive in your presence, you speak, but my mind does not acknowledge your vile words.
Your existence is to deceive; only to rise above to a summit you call greatness. You glorify yourself and devour anyone whom opposes you. But here I stand challenging your authority, by the negligence of my strength. A slight grin you stretch across your face and the wolf that once howled sounded a furious roar. I became paralyzed in my steps and confrontation of a beast that sought my life appealed to all my emotions. My life then flashed before my eyes. I saw myself as a weakling, and a betraying coward. The only way I could defeat you was to be like you not just pretend. Not just pretend that your words didn’t find my heart and unleashed the darkness within. Not just pretend that I was sorting out life, but express my sinister achievements.(slow evil laugher) Hahaahahahahahah no more will I pretend, I slaughtered my own emotions just to face you. I gave away my heart only to pierce my sword through yours. Ahahhhahaahahahaahh. I step forward and the dawn of a new era reigned throughout the land, I had defeated the devil. (What a twist, stop thinking that I’m evil ppl, and embrace my pure heart.)hehehehehehhe
I will no longer subdue to sin. but Lust, pleasure , breaking most of the 10 commandments, always prove my oath wrong. Back to the altar again it seems but I can hear a voice whispering stay back, but I’ll insist. The devil is trying to deceive me, but I’m at the altar, still his torments are decaying my mind. Left me alone no man. God? G help me out no. I’m still at the Altar relying not on my strength but by the strength of the master. Nigga pissed now, (DO SUMn NO?) suddenly I started to think negatively (MI CAA MANAGE CHRISTAN LIFE. WA DI HELL MI A DO. Hiss teeth. Let me contemplate, I wont know until I try. Look how much God do fi me, Me caa betray him like this. Its decided onward I’ll go. But him still deh inna mi ears , Finally I have the answer. I’ll be you, by defying my master which was you at that time, and by revealing the darkness within me so that every one wud see that I am a sinner, but like u I wont fall from the sky, but into the arms of the true savior. I gave up my pride (emotions) to walk forward to the altar. I gave up my heart to Jesus and in return I got his Spirit and his Word, Which I used to defeat you. What a twist. Prince p signing out. heheheheheheheehhe
I MISS YOU!