About me: If i seem a little weary of people i'm sorry but I'm not exactly the "social butterfly", i'm more like the polar oposite. Although i do have a small yet rather close group of friendslove my friends i'll always love them, they're the ones who stuck by me when others didnt. i wish they'd realise how much i love them and how much they've actually helped me hold on and still are helping. i've been hurt alot and i find it hard to trust people and some get offended by the fact i dont trust them. so i apologize. im not that much of an exciting person but i try... if you dont like it you can fuck off, this is who i am and nobody can change it not even me. i can be a happy person but most of the time im not.. haha. not by choice ofcourse. i put on a fake smile and laugh pretty well so if i can act happy then i can feel happy or atleast believe it so much i think its true. Anyways, I always have enjoyed the darker side of everything, thats were I love writing dark poetry, at xTearzofBlood7x at allpoetry.com I also love black roses; it would be kick ass to get a dozen black roses for some special occasion or something. If I can find a sweet somebody I would probably do that for them, but there is no one in Michigan that sweet. I also love music, without music I don't know what else there would be. I have no idea why I like linkin park, probably because of the rhythm of the music and I can relate to the lyrics. I don't listen to just one type of music, nor will I say ýthat band is emo I cant listen to itý. LIKES: *Coffee *Satanism *Poetry *Books *GreekMythology *Fire *Astrology *Pain *kissing *cuddling *biting *sleep *intelligence *incense *insanity *Autum *May *Thunder storms *Fays/Pixies/Angles *Faerie Tales *Wings (jet balck and silky) *Broken wings *Fay Wings *History *1700's *Collecting *Necrophilia *Rust *Meathooks *tears of blood *sewed up lips *Arsenic *Hedonist Lust Killers *Skin Suits *Ed Gein *Bite marks *Broken down shacks *Oddities *Bones *Old clothing *Orchids *Dead orchids *Body parts *Amputation *Rituals *Possession *Antique furniture *Wax dolls *Creepy dolls (like in my pic.) *Broken dolls *Posessed dolls *Peeling paint *Metal (that burns fay skin) *Burnt things *Goth Art *Zombies *Old Graveyards *Dilapitated houses *Accordians *Mary Bell *Fetuses *Medical mishaps *Sewn body parts *Clock parts *Sideshows *Serial killers *Gramophones *Antiques *Old Medical Books *Treasure *Skeleton Keys *Stitches *Circus Folk *Abandoned Asylums *Laboratories *Needles *Madness *Conjoined Twins *Parasitic Twins *Smoke *Broken violins *Old Photos Of People I Never Knew *Cold Colors *Scratches *Skulls *Old Poisions In Mysterious Jars *Fake Jewels *broken music boxes *Deformities *Sparkles *Cloudy Jars Full Of Flesh *Fancy Old Frames *Weird Old Bottles *Victorian Aesthetics *Victorian houses *Old wooden houses 5 stories high *Glitter *Ventriliquist Dummies *Sraight Jackets DISLIKES: *Being misinterpreted *Hypocrites *Liars *Cheaters *Being board *Bad Hygein *Boaring fucks *Giddiness *Hangovers *My Luck *George Bush *Repeating myself *People who think there shit does'nt stink (Fuck you it does)!! *Animal cruelty *Backstabbers *Closed minds *Control freaks *Homophobes *People who cut themselves just for attention *People who force their own opinions on you *Snobs *Looking at girls and just knowing their bitches *School becuae its over populated with preps

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To be Yourself!! you were made a slave to follow
orders and do whatever ppl wishes...but someday
you will find that open door and you will be
free

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I'm working on publishing my own poetry book at the time, and starting to write my own novel, and hopefully will get it done when I'm 18. I love to draw too, a lot of them go along with my poems, or their just like dark stuff, gothic angels. etc. My biggest passion that i collect is fairies, I love them to death, i go crazy (drools) lol. The sports I play are : tennis, swimming, and snowboarding. Fav. poem i ever did write <3- Realization came to place, in all my efforts I made haste, I collected the rain that I stored away, in the shadows were the water stood still, so the beast could no longer get his thrill, no more cries to beat out, that led to high-pitched screams and shouts, no more rivers that ran from my cheeks, that streamed down on my pillow sheets, no more pain, boiling up to my destructive brain, it was all gone, to the very last tear, the rain I kept could not go anywhere. Take the quiz:
What Faery are you? (Beautiful drawings by Amy Brown!)

.:Shadow Faery:.
You are the Shadow Faery. You are a very dark person, and you tend to keep to yourself a lot. You're also very practical and possibly very smart, but don't show it very much. You like lurking in the shadows and thinking of ways to avoid people. You should lighten up a bit! People could learn to love you if you just come out of the shadows a little.

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mostly poetry, or just writing in general, and art, I take advanced classes

*Edward Siccor Hands *Finding Neverland *The Nightmare Before Christmas *Charlie and the Chacolate Factory *Addams Family *Beetle Juice *Lord of the Rings *The Grudge *Hide and Seek (I LOVE DAKOTA FANNING!)

*Family guy (I LOVE STEWY!) *American Dad *Simpsons *Xaolin Showdown (lol) * Desparate Housewifes *LOST *invasion *i really don't watch t.v. nope *and i don't like technology either, expectly cameras they capture me

*tithe-a moden faerie tale, by: holly black *SPEAK, by: L.H Anderson *Catalyst, by: L.H Anderson *Fahrenheit 451, by: Ray Bradbury *The Watcher, by: James Howe *Gingerbread, by:Cohn *Shrimp, by: Cohn * All Sarah Dessen Books

I am the grass wedged in your boot souls