Mom I can't go on without you,
I feel so alone now,
I will be strong,
cause your love still resides in me,
Telling me don't give up, don't give up!!!
 
It's so hard to hide the pain.
I had so much left to say!!!
You went away, with out saying goodbye!!!
You were gone too soon,
I wasnt ready.
Please, please tell me who I have to be
Now that youre gone I cant see clearly,
I cant feel my heart,
since you went away it stopped beating.
I miss you like hell;
I can't believe you're gone.
Your voice was the sweetest sound that I heard!!
Your kisses were the sweetest thing I tasted!!
Your love was the only thing that made sense in my life!!
You are the reason that makes my world go round.
 
Drowning cause my tears won't stop,
My scars won't heal, the sun doesn't shine,
And my heart shatters everyday that passes.
Just to think you never got the chance too see the little boy you raised, grow up in to the man,
you dreamed I would become,
Breaks my spirit!

The more I scream your name,
My life becomes darker,
the hole becomes deeper,
the walls become thicker
My body becomes weaker,
My pain seems endless. I
 
I prefer to sleep all day because I dream
What my life would be like if you were still here.
Every word I didn't say to you
Becomes in to pain that I cant seem to handle
And I cry out your name but you don't answer,
All I hear is cold disturbing silence.
 
Saying sorry for all the things I did won't bring you back,
But mom I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!!!!
I'm so sorry I didn't say I love you every second,
I'm sorry I screwed up so many times,
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye
And didn't get the chance to kiss you goodbye,
I'm sorry I didn't hug you one last time,
I'm sorry I let you go the last time I hugged you
I'm sorry mom please forgive me
I miss you so much I can't feel my heart beating,
there's to much pain.

I'll be forever grateful for the time I spent with you
For the times you made me laugh,
For the times you took care of me,
For the times we spent together,
For the times you kissed me and hugged me
And told me you'll always be here even tough you're gone
doesn't mean I don't believe it.
 
I just have one more thing to say to you; I LOVE YOU!!!