I close my eyes and let the memories wash over me
How clearly I can remember my very first kiss
How I can remember how wild the butterflies in my stomach were
How I couldn't believe he was the one to be my first kiss
How finally after all these years of flirting...something was going to happen
Sometimes now I just close my eyes and its like I can still feel his lips upon mine
I can still feel his body on top of mine
His hands touching my skin softly
He was my first kiss
My first love
My first heartache
But then he walked out of my life forever
The thought of falling in love died the day he left
I never thought that I could feel an excitement of a first kiss again
But then October brought a new man into my life
Someone who I thought would never look my way
But then one night he whisper I was beautiful in my ear and all my doubts went away
I loved how the nervousness of a first kiss was there when I was with him
How in my heart I was praying hed kiss me
I always wonder how he could do it
get so close without me knowing
I told myself over and over again that I wasnt going to fall in love with him
That I couldnt stand the heartache of him leaving me too
But that boy wouldnt leave my thoughts or my heart alone
Soon I started to fall in love with him
But then he left my life too
Even though he destroyed a part of me
He reawaken things inside of me that I forever thought were dead
Everything happen because of a simple first kiss