My name is Paul motherfucking Torres
but my friends call me Maxxx
I like girls alooot
im not single anymore!
i have a cute girlfrann!!!..
her name is Nicole and i love her so much
she is my everything!
she makes me soo happy
She is a model... the cutest one
Im a model too
I'm vegetarian
I'm atheist
I hardcore dance
Its funn <3
im 6'2 tall
Im skinny, I know, dont fucking tell me I have an eating disorder

Because I dont, rember Im a damn model duuh!! :]

Im not emo or scene...fine call me what you must to make your day better...

And Emo is a genre of music NOT fucking fashion!
I dont follow trends or any of that stupid shit
I wear eyeliner because I damn want to
So no thats not following a trend
Now if I sat here and complained about life
And how much I slice my wrists open
Then yes that would make me a scene follower
But im not doing that, so shove it
Please use correct grammar
When speaking to me
I like to have conversations using whole words
Not chopped up words that make no sense
I actually graduated high school already
Mhhm Im that smart!...so now I attend University
The only thing I try to do is live the best life I can. I don't believe in trying to be anyone else, it's only a waste of the person you were born to be. There is no night without day, and between the black and white there is gray. Life is not separated into right and wrong, and every person knows the difference between what they know is right, and what they feel is easy. And most people can tell which you decide to do by the actions you take. Before you make judgements on anyone else, I suggest you take a good look at yourself and consider your own flaws. No one can make a difference in the world before they first do so with themselves.

Music is the fire in my veins and keeps me alive no less than air in my lungs. It takes no talent to paint like Rembrandt, compose like Tchaikovsky, or play guitar like Clapton. The spark comes from creating something no else ever has. I love art, and every form it takes. My influences are not secluded to any sort of genre, least of all for any reason of popularity. I couldn't care any less about your scene or the fashion trends that guide you. I only do what I feel is right to me, and respect what I think is beautiful, and those who give it life and true meaning.

I have had no perfect life, I was born and have lived just like everyone else. I do not believe in talent, only in the desire that burns in us all, and those brave enough to chase it. The greatest gift in the world is being able to share the way we each see life. To be born imperfect is all I could ever ask for, so that I might be complete in connection I have with the people around me.

To be able to paint the pictures of what I see, through words and music, is what I long to do until the day I die.

I find no answers at the bottom of a bottle or through needle and spoon. All the satisfaction I need comes from bearing my soul with all who care to listen. If I can help others, no matter who they are or what they've done, I can rest peacefully. There is light at the end of the tunnel, and all you need to make you happy costs little more than the strength to keep going.