
It has been a long time not seeing you...yes i know our little love affair has been flaking away with the time...i know that too...that u r with another person that pretends to love u... i memorized that story too...but what do you really know about me? that is the question right...what do you know about my feeling, do u even care about my heart...if it's crying, if its lonely, if its waiting for you? thats the big doubt... but something i can assure you is that no matter where i am, no matter how i could be from you...no matter if u dont care about me...no matter how important i might be in your life...i'll be there for you...but for right now i think its time for me.. i need time to reflect on my future and give myself another chance...and i dont want you to think that its because i dont love u nomore...its because i love u dat much that i need to keep away from dat feeling that is making me sick every day...every night... i cant stop thinking abt u... i just can't....and i cant keep living like this... when u dont even pay attention dat every day my soul dies because i cant have you next to me to tell u how much i care about u...hay this ain't just an obsession this is just true love that has to end here before it even have started...i just needed some space to shout aloud this feeling that i have insight and dat nobody knows...except my broken heart dat needs to stop remembering those days where it was full of love..or at least it was seemed to be full of hope..but now it is a soul lost in the middle of the crowd with nobody that could help and make a difference on me....