July 21,2008

It's both good and bad in everything

it's all about where,when and how u growup
U are judge by any and everyone even though your not suppose to
We are all hypocrites none of us is better than any
But then we have the badmind,selfish and wicked
We live with all of them surrounding us & as u thk u get rid of one
Think again that one is jus replaced
I look on life on a whole different view
In my life i feel as if i'm living alone
In other words i feel like a orphan
But i live in a home with my family
I'm not rich & i don't wanna be
& to everyone who judge me i'm gonna show u
What smart girls do with their time
Even though i feel like an orphan
I'm glad i don't have to turn to negative stuff to make me feel loved
I'm bless with someone to guide me and i thank God so much
Previously , i was holding on to a loved one but it obvious that i must let him go
I feel so good at times when i pray & my every needs come through
That's how i know i can never give up cuz i trust & believe in God
Where and how i grow up i've learnt so much
I've watch  ppl who i  love suffer but it's for a reason
I normally cry but as i'm getting older and older it ceases
I've watched myself changed from a evil person
To a emotional,loving,too caring,dwn 2 earth person
And all of this happened becuz of my sis and it's a blessing cuz i was evil!! no lie
I use 2 laugh at her when she wrote luv poems.listen lovemusic and putting up fancy hairstyles
And now she laughs at me cuz that's da samething i'm do now , it's so funny
Everyone as a dream or maybe not but not everyone as the motivation to move forward to it or do something
Like me,but i'm my own motivation and u can be ur own too
& as u go on in life there's a lot to learn and a lot not to
As they say"yuh affi kiss da ass b4 u cyaa kick it" believe in it"..lol..it's funny but true

By:Leshay Malcolm