For a while I have been away from the music scene... and i am tottly depressed... only now I realise that the music was the force that was driving me..even though I always was aware of my passion for music... I never knew leaving it wud have a dire effact on my life...
 But now since I have realised how important it is for myself I, from now on, will start playing again...playing for myself..Infact I cleaned out the dust from my drummset today and cant wait to find a peacful moment to trigger then again.......
..........I am just amaged though  to find out suddenly that music has become a part of my life..its a lifelong pratnership...I never before felt lonely... alone in a crowd.. because music was there with me all the way..
...just... LET THE MUSIC PLAY..................... ALL NIGHT LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG